back again, hi

Currently listening to: Message to Bears - At the Top of this Hill

man, i really fell off with writing the blog huh?

well, today i decided i’d start again - it’s kinda therapeutic writing actually, and i thought it’d be nice to write some of my daily thoughts down even if they’re not that interesting. i’m listening to a really vibey song right now - i think i’ll link whatever it is i’m listening to at the top of each blog so you can listen with me whislt you read!

it’s currently 29 degrees in my room and i’m dying. wish UK homes had air con installed by default, the way the climate’s going, we’re gonna be needing them… i’m aware that last time i wrote here i was complaining about the heat too haha. maybe there’s something about it that makes me feel like writing.

i felt a little heavy today. not physically haha, just you know when you feel a little weight on you from the inside, like there’s something sat on your chest? quiet music and some exercise always helps though, i’m jumping rope a bit in between gym days to keep me fit, so i’ll probably do that in a sec.

i noticed a tower block that’s been under construction near me for the last couple years or so is almost finished now. saw the little guys on top like industrious little ant men putting in the glass panelling on the penthouse balcony railings. it’s like 30-40 floors tall i’d say, probably the tallest building i can see from my place. it’s very grey and boxy. pokes through the skyline like a giant two-tone chimney stack. reminds me that i’d love a flat high up one day, i always think the city lights at night look like little stars. looking down from them makes me feel like i’m floating in space.

anyway, i need more ice in my water. it’s room temperature now, which in this heat means its basically just clear soup. byee x